[Nov 5th, 2005] i want to update with my halloweenie pictures...but i'm too lazy. :\ cAHment

we got more bounce in californiaaaaa. [Oct 23rd, 2005] so, for the last week i have been in my new favorite place in the world...California. It makes New York look like a shithole. and i miss it. a key thing i noticed about California is that most of the people there drive toyota tacomas, including Scott. i saw like 500 everytime we went out. ( woooo! click for pics ) 6 | cAHment

[Oct 14th, 2005] from tomorrow till the 21st i will be in CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....be jealous. ...no seriously i'm not kidding. YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAJDSL'JFASL;DJFL;DJSF;KJSDJF!!!! see all your lovely faces on the 22nd. <3 2 | cAHment

[Oct 11th, 2005] [ mood | sick ] yesturday was fun. i went to the bela kiss show at sports plus which had an amazing turn out, and i got to see Scott play with them so it was nice. everyone was there so i had a really great time. me meghan and krista did a little merch for a bit haha, i think we did pretty damn good. after the show a whole bunch of us went bowling, like a biggg whole bunch, it was really fun, and of course i went back and forth from sucking at it then doing well. when bowling got a little old to us we went upstairs to the haunted house (eeeek!) and saw the inigma who did some crazy stuff in the side show, yet he carved an "e" for inigma in the apple that the girl had in her mouth...but i guess it would have been kind of lame if he wrote an "i" so i forgive him. we all decided to then go to TGI fridays, since it was too early for half of apps at applebees. we ate, and had a lovely time. haha. the end. oh and ps. i'm still way sick. 2 | cAHment

rainrainrainjasd;lfjds;ljf; [Oct 8th, 2005] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Hopesfall - Per Sempre Marciamo ] so yesturday i went to work when i actually didn't have work cause the damn schedual changed...so i went to visit the lovely meghan at her job. it was nice to see all the little whores that like to ice skate practically in the the nude. after that me, meghan, and her friend jill went to applebees for some half off apps, where we saw some cool peeeeps. and it took foreverrr for our food to come. (and forever for a certain boy to call me) later that night i went to go sleep at scott's, where i passed out pretty qucik with the help of some nyquil and being sick as hell on crack-cocaine. today i had work 5-10pm...wasn't so bad, besides the fact that my sickness was eating me from the inside out and i wanted to die. --------------then of course when we leave it's pouring cats and dogs and snakes and mice and crystal meth. like more rain then i've seen in a lonnnngggg time. I HATE RAIN RAIN RAIN AJDSF;JASDL;FJA;SDJF;LAJSDF !!!! and of course on the way home the neon kept almost dying as usual so i had to curse it out a few times and hope i didn't die. ---but here i am still alive so weeeeeeeeeee! -------------------BUT i'm still so sick and sneezing my brains out of my little head. :\ sdj;lfjsajf;ljdsfljsdjf. asdjf;ljasf;ljafl;jsajfljalgjfads;ljsdal;fjsdlgafjl;fdjsal;fjdls; bye. 2 | cAHment

[Oct 4th, 2005] you're a piece of shit. cAHment

[Oct 1st, 2005] I GOT THE OTHER PICS SO YAY THEY'RE IN THERE NOW! (thank you to jamie) so last night me, meghan, jamie, and krista DJed as GG Spinnaz, Lil Levz, Jamie Jamz, and Hotbeatz Haley. we did pretty good i'd say...some kids were making weird requests, and others would ignore us when we tried to offer them prizes, cause they're gheyyy. then there was some scene girl trying to mosh, so we had to make and announcement that there will be no moshing, or two-stepping on the ice, i bet she was embarresed. hottest DJz around holla! our setup. people skatinggg, the shadows are people who've skated by during the picture. kinda cool, huh? huhhh? DJ Lil Levz. DJs: Jamie Jamz, and me GG Spinnaz. DJs: Jamie Jamz, and Hotbeatz Haley. DJs: Lil Levz, and GG Spinnaz. i look like hell on ice, ick. DJs: Jamie Jamz, Hotbeatz Haley, and Lil Levz. :) i was coldddddd, and jamie looks very happy. ---oh and we met zippy, the creepy guy on the unicycle at the haunted house thing, and oddly enough he was real creepy in real life too. he grabbed jamie, and he had fake body parts all over his leather jacket. i think he may have some mental problems. :\ poor zips. after the djing and meeting zips, we got the boys and went to applebees with Scott, Kyle, Mike, Golka, Furey, and BnB for some half off appetizers! mmm! Scottiferrrrr. <3 Golka. 2 | cAHment

[Sep 29th, 2005] sooo, i have a question for the day, isn't it funny when your ex boyfriend's girlfriend bugs out about him calling you once and has him block you, when she knows you're with someone else, and proceeds to call your phone about it when your out trying to have a nice night with people you love, and then he calls you (i exempted what he said in case it would get him in trouble or something) while my boyfriend (ehhem let's repeat this my boyfriend) is sitting there wondering why these people keep calling my phone bugging out about a damn phone call...relationships are built on a little something called trust, k? (hopefully i just offered this person a bit of advice) and what else is funny is that she also proceeds to look at my journal, like every day. i think it's laughable how about you? thank you but... I DO NOT WANT YOUR BOYFRIEND, GET OVER IT. 4 | cAHment

[Sep 27th, 2005] tonight i picked up Scott and Kyle in the pouring rain to go to Nick's for a nice lil get together. (i didn't study for my test tomorrow..ehohhhh) i had a good time there...lot's of people were there; Nick, Jamie, Jay, Me, Scott, Kyle, Jamie, Dibona, Kroeger, Mike, etc. so yay, fun people. here's some pictures from the night: "jussss chillen" yummmmmmmm. Scott's looking pretty gangstAr over hurrrr, i must say. Dibona digs my "anal beads" mmmhmmmmm Jamie found this lovely picture of this bird, the picture looks real creepy when you wear 3D glasses and look at it. Kroegerrrr. Nick and Jamie. computer screen looks funkaaaaay, and the lovely Jamie is also in the picture. devil kitttttty, i just think he's misunderstood. :\ this is a scene from a show about murders documenting this one mans last things he did before he was killed, for some reason they kept going over how he had his favorite breakfast that morning at the diner pictured above. haha. so then on the ride home Scott slipped when we stopped at the sinoqzzzz, and i laughed. goodnighttt. 4 | cAHment

[Sep 26th, 2005] soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yesturday i did a bit of shopping for Scott's birthday! (which is the 27th) (wee!) then i picked him up and we went to the carnival which was fun, even though they closed the rides pretty early...racists. we went on a bunch of rides though and tried to sing the lovely regge music they put on, oh and some beyonce. haha we're real good rasta singers. as we were leaving i wanted a carmel apple and the guy gave us two carmel apples and a candy apple for three bucks, which was sooo awesome. and yummy. see: mmmMMMmmmmMMMmmmergggeregggargggmmmMMMmmmm yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (ps. they were way hard to eat. :\) ewww it looks like skin. i'm five years old again. this picture i had to put up because scott was positive his skeleton was in it, and freaked out asking me why my camera took a picture of his skeleton. then he proceeded to prove his point by pointing to one part and saying "see there's my hand! my skeleton hand!" then i had to reassure him that his hand was actually by his mouth in the picture...so then he felt a little dumb. the picture didn't show up as good on the computer...but see for yourself. and here's a nifty shot of my beloved train station aka my "sad" spot, which is where we enjoyed our apples and listen to my 70's southern rock mix. :) oh an ps. if anyone could teach me how to make a link to my pictures in my entries so that my entires aren't mega long i would be very greatful, thank you. 2 | cAHment

[Sep 22nd, 2005] sooo i had to put this up because this is my new faveeeeee pic. so yesturday i had class, and i finally saw sam and ant at school, which was good. then i let scott take my car, so he dropped me off at work. work was ok...some creepy girl told me i looked like a girl from laguna beach, then she went on about laguna beach...it was weird, but entertaining. after work scott came up behind me when i walked out of the mall and scared me a bit. then we went to the belakiss photoshoot so he could look all perrrrrty in the pictures or what-not. we also posed from "prom pictures" in some. haha <3333333333 or just me and jamie? haha 4 | cAHment

[Sep 21st, 2005] i made some new friends at school today. :D i didn't want to finish my bagel at school today so i fed the duckies cause all the other jerks around ignored them. the one on the left was cute...he'd catch it in his mouth, and if you look there is butter on his bill. aww<3 so then after i gto scott from work, and we hung out with nick making flyers for their new cd...IN STORES OCTOBER 4TH...sorry, haha...but yes check it out. then we ventured to starbucks where kroger is working again, so that was nice, i got some goooood hot chocolate. after all this me and scott ventured back to kyle's where jamie, meghan (lovely ladies), and mike were. and we watched elf. he likes syrup. i like him. :D oh and we took pictures and i look icky cause i don't wear makeup anymore...ewwwwie. :D 1 | cAHment

my life is lame. [Sep 20th, 2005] i haven't done one of these in ages and i'm bored and angry at the worl so i figured why not do one? so i shall. thank you to meghan because i found it in her journal. ~You Stuff~ 001. What is your name? Gina Marie (yes Gina Marie is my first name. :\) Cecilia Martinelli (can i get a bit more italian?) 002. Spell your name backwards. illenitram ailicec eiram anig 003. Date of birth: may 6, 1987 004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: taurus...and i fit it well. 006. Nicknames: Geener, Ginz, Gee, and an oldie "Lo" 007. Occupation: abercrombie and fitch 008. Height: 5'4" 009. Weight: dlfkjasldfjlsadjfsadjfl;a diet. 010. Hair color: brown and there are some random blonde streaks for some reason. 011. Eye color: brownnnnn, because i'm borrrrringgg. 012. Where were you born? manhatten 013. Where do you reside now? saint james 014. Age: 18 015. Screen names: ginaxo 016. E-mail addy: ginaxo@aol.com 017. What does your screen name stand for? my name...and xo. simplicity. haha 018. What is your blogname? ginaginaginaaa 019. What does your LJ name stand for? again, my name. 020. Pets: GOLKA KITTTTTYYYYY, maxx, and kitty-boo. (missing brodi and roxy. :() 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? i don't think i had one actually... 022. Piercings? 6-ears 1-cartlidge 1-belly button 1-lip(side niggaaaa) 1-nose. 023. Tattoo's? one on my wrist. 024. Shoe size: hhhmmm i don't even really know...cause i just buy sandels that look like they fit. 025. Righty or lefty? rightyyyyy. 026. Wearing: pjs. :[ 027. Hearing: the cosby show...which i hate hate hate. 028. Feeling: like i'm about to sneeze. 029. Eating/drinking: nothing. ~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love? yes ma'am. 062. How many people have you said i love you to? all of my friends. and a few of my boyfriends i've had. 063. How many people have you been in love with? due. 064. How many people have you kissed? ummm i do not know. 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? no way jose. 066. How many people have you dated? i was a p-i-m-p in middle school so i don't know sorrrrry. :\ 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? caring, and not a complete asshole jerkface. :D 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their perrrrtttyy face. 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? every guy i've dated has looked and acted completely different than the other...so i'm not sure. 073. Do you have a crush right now? yesssss 074. If so who is it? i think you may know. 075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes...i do. 076. Do you remember your first love? haha yeah, he sucked....let's throw eggs at his mama. 077. Who is the first person you kissed? gavin lahan haha and it was in 7th grade and it was like spit fest (insert year cause i don't remember what year that was.) grossssss. 078. Do you believe in fate? i do. 079. Do you believe in soul mates? perhaps. 080. if so do you believe you'll ever find yours? well maybe. i'd like to believe so. ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have? apparently i found out recently i have two. 105. What are your parents names? linda and tom(step dad) my real dad's name is angelo. 106. What are your siblings names? tom, and the other one i found out about lives in wyomming and is named, oddly enough, coyote. 107. How many siblings does your mother have? 4 108. How many siblings does your father have? stepdad- 3 real dad- 2 i believe? 109. Where are your parents from? mom - brooklyn/old westbury/arizona stepdad - commack/japan(his father was in a war so they stayed there on the airforce base) real dad - jersey? 110. Is your family close? not including me but the other three are. 111. Does your family get together for holidays? yep 112. Do you have a drunk uncle? all of them haha...but their great. 113. Any medical problems run through your family? uuhh yeah but i don't remember them...i'm sure i will if God forbid i get any. 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? haha not that i know of, we're italian...we're set for life. haha 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no. 116. Are your parents divorced? yep 117. Do you have step parents? unfortunately. 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? some have gone missing, haha. and most of the time i feel disowned. 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? generations ago from italy. ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? a billion. 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? britney spears "hit me baby one more time" 123. What's the best cd you own? all of them. i <3 moooozzzic. 124. What song do you absolutely hate? holler back girl (me too Kris)(me too) 125. Do you sing in the shower? hahaha... when i was younger. 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? U2 - New Years Day reminds me of my friend who died a few new years' ago. ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. Pink: get this party starteeddddd (i hate that song) 128. Aerosmith: livin on the edgeeeee 129. Madonna: this used to be my playgrounddddd 130. Korn:: feelin' like a freak on a leash. 131. Backstreet Boys: you're the one for me you're my extacyyyy you're the one i neeeeed. 132. The Beatles: day after day, alone on a hillll. 133. Sublime: tell me are you a badfish too? 134. J.Lo: i'm soooo glad 135. Nsync: digital digital get downnnnnn (hahahahajsdlkjsl;aj) 136. Limp Bizkit: keep rollin rollin rollin rollin UH keep. 137. Britney Spears: why don't cha do suh-in. 138. Creed: to a place where blind men seeee. 139. Enrique Iglesias: all i neeeeeeed is a rythum divine. 140. Good Charlotte: like the time that girl broke up with me cause i wasn't cool enough TRICK thingggggs. 141. Christina Aguilera: wanna get durrrrrrtay. 142. Eminem: i am whatever you say i am. 144. Kelly Clarkston: here i am, once again, i'm torn into piecesss. can't deny, can't pretend, just thought you were the oneeee. 145. Kelly Osbourne: just shuttt uuppp. 146. Mandy Moore: baby it's real, so so real. 147. Eve: e-v-e. 148. Aaliyah: i been holdin back this secret from you, i probably should tell it but if iiii.... 149. Nelly: i am numbaaa one. 150. Alicia Keys: what goes up, must come down. 151. Incubus: how do you do it? make me feel like i do. ~Favorites~ 152. Color: blue. 153. Food: i don't like it anymore. 154. Song: right now perhaps We Are Scientists - Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt. 155. Show: laguna EFFING beach. 156. School subject: going home. 157. Band/singer: way too many, bad question. 158. Animal: all, i love animals. 159. Outfit: i need new clothes...but i like my accessories. 160. Radio station: no. 161. Movie: the virgin suicides, queen of the damned, anchorman, etc. 162. Pair of shoes: flip flops. 163. Cartoon: uummmmm hmmmm fosters home for imaginary friends? 164. Actor: johnny depp. 165. Actress: sheri moon zombie. (my idol) 166. Chip: right now i'mt hinking doritos. 167. Drink: water by far. 169. Holiday: HALLOWEEEEEENIEEEEEEEEE. 170. Perfume/cologne: lilu/kirra and fierce. 171. Pizza topping: cheese. but i ate way too much pizza today so shut yo moufff. 172. Jello flavor: jello has bones in it. :\ 173. Lunch meat: i don't eat meat. 174. Card Game: old man in a bundle! haha thank you ant for teaching us alll. 175. Video game: donkey kong two for super nintendo. 176. Website: no clue.... 177. Book: the virgin suicides. 178. Computer game: snooooooooooooooooood and zoombinies..which i need to find. 179. Number: 5 180. Cereal: reeses puff cereal and lucky charms. 181. Comedian: dane cook and the billion i can't remember from stand up andddd certain ones on "best week ever" 182. Dessert: stop, i'm fat. 183. Disney character: me. no ummm, the tiger from aladin. :) 184. Clothing store: i guess i'll have to say abercrombie and fitch. 185. Past time: past times. oohhh i get technical. 186. Teacher: ms. williams. 187. Childhood toy: my disc swings. (RIP :\) 188. Carnival game/ride: the zipppppppper. 189. Candy bar: hersheys. 190. Magazine: seventeen. 191. Salad dressing: i don't really eat salad. 192. Thing to do on weekend: nothing, cause that's what i do. 193. Hot drink: hot chocolate!!!!!!! mmm 711 kind. 194. Season: summer cause i want to move to california. 195. Sport to watch: none, pleaseeeee, ever. 196. Person to talk to online: i'd rather see them in person. :) ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets? white with cool 70's colored stripes. 198. What color are your bedroom walls? blue....i want to paint sooo bad and re-do...which my parents only did half way like a year ago so my room is ugly. 199. Do you have posters on your wall? yeah to cover the ugliness. 200. If so of what? jdksjfldj a lot shhh. 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? i could never live without one. 202. How many pillows are on your bed? five sir. 203. What do you normally sleep in? my bed? 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: my grep panttttsss that i love and i don't know a shirt. 205. What size bed do you have? twin 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? i think a water bed would be a bad idea...especially since my kitten sleeps in my room. 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? nope. 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: scott did bad things in it and i beat up his lame ex who i will beat up if i ever see. ew dhffjslds i hated it. 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? i have a realll oneee. awww. 211. How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: i mean maybe two but really one. 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? sometimes, sometimesss. 242. Cd's/tapes: i have a truckin' tape....10-4 RUBBER DUCKY. 243. Dvd's/vhs: DVD i guess. 244. Old/new: dependssss. 245. Shorts/skirts: i hate jean shorts so skirts. 246. Pink/red: hhmmmmm i don't know. 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: depends on the mood of the picture. 248. Meat/vegetables: vwell i don't eat meat...and i am not a big fan of veggies....so i'm a real shitty eater. 249. Mexican food/chinese food: EW TO BOTH KDSFDL;AKKFLDKSFJSDKFJK YUCK. 250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials, they're less rambley, and shows come on inbetween them. haha 251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies, i get scared alone. 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis, even though i need a damn diet. 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals because yes yay and i like them so yeah. 254. Dogs/cats: aaww bothhhh. 255. Unicorns/fairies: unicorns. 256. Water/land: land by the water. :) 257. Sugar/spice: everything nice. 258. Black/white: hhmmm. 259. ribbons/bows: these are kind of dumb :\ 260. Chicken/beef: ew neither...living chickens, as a pet. 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: i like both. 262. Cars/trucks: i want a truck so bad...range rover. ksjdlfjsdlfj dream car. <3 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers is soooo much better. 264. Popcorn/pretzels: no foooooood. 265. Hip/hop: hop hip. 266. Passionate kiss/peck: depends. 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: how about none? :D because i got hurt today (thank's jerkfaceee jksdll;a) 268. Back rub/foot massage: i hate feet. so back rub. 269. Picture frames/photo albums: both. i love photos. 270. Pens/pencils: pens are muchhh more efficient. ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: well i mean.. 272. Virgins: i don't like ones who always bring it up, like they deserve something for it. 273. God: hhe's cool. when he's nice to me. :[ 274. The Osbournes: hahaha i wish i lived there. 275. Reality TV: i love it. 276. J.Lo: insane. 277. Religion: catholic....but i don't follow much of it...at all. 278. Emo music: i could never deny it. 279. Valentine's Day: i hate it when i don't have someone....but hopefullly i will this year. <3 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: she confuses me. 281. Homosexuals: most of the girl ones do it for guys attention and that is disgusting...but real ones sure that's fine with me as long as i'm not hit on. 282. Abortion: if it's fine with that person, it should be fine with everyone else. it's a right that shouldn't be denied. 283. Inter-racial relationships: i don't know. 284. Murder: disgusting. unless you're killing some sickk sickk deranged person. 285. Death: the scariest thing i know of. 286. Obesity: i live it. 287. Pre-marital sex: if you're not doing it in a whoreish way then go for it. 288. Terrorism: disgusting. 289. Pornography: i don't like when my boyfriends watch it...i get jealous..and feel uglier then the girls and fatter...i have a complex haha. i don't like my boyfriends looking at other naked girls, what can i say? 290. Fortune Tellers: some are right...in like outstanding ways that it's creepy. 291. Threesomes: no thanks. haha 292. rostitution: if you mean prostitution then i think it's degrading. 293. Politics: its good to have views but i hate how everyone is so opinated. (i agreeee) 294. Country music: the thunder rollsssss and the lightning strikessss (a little didddy from garth brooks for ya) hahahajdsljk;fds 295. George W. Bush: fuck you. 296. Cloning: no thanks. 297. Britney's boobs: they like to change sizes drastically sometimes haha. 298. Gas prices in America: disgustingggg. ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: my friend jack. 300. Tiffany: and i said what about breakfast at tiffany's. 301. Ben: stiller. 302. Maria: mariaaaa you remind me of a west side storyyyy. 303. Jennifer: anisten or however you spell it. 304. Nicole: my cousin. 305. Amy: my aunt. 306. Adam: i dunno 307. Richard: christa's daddy. 308. Justin: hahahahdsajfl; oh lord. 309. Arnold: the govenatorrrr. 310. Tom: my friend tom 311. Melissa: clarissa. 312. Charlotte: Rousse 313. Harold: and kumar....i never saw it though. 314. John: hughes. that's pretty old school. 315. Joel: madden 316. Vanessa: i worked with at pac sun. 317. Michelle: this girl i do not enjoy. 319. Brent: i like that name. 320. Jake: the snakkkkkkke. 321. Billy: maddison. 322. Sarah: my step cousin. 323. Natalie: imbruglia. i think that's how you spell it. 324. Christie: i don't know any. actually i knew one. 325. Nick: pranito 326. Linda: my mom. 327. Taylor: laguna 328. Jordan: knight. teeheehee. 329. Jamie: dear jamieeeee. hellogoodbye. 330. Adrian: yo adriannnn. ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone? no hahhhaa 332. Been on a diet? 700 times plus one. 333. Been to a foreign country? no. 334. Broken a bone? no (also knock on wooddddddddd) 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? that would be weird. 336. Swear at a teacher? i don't remember. 337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? no. 338. Got in a fight? hahahahahahaahahaha yes. 339. Dated a teacher? um no... 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? hahaha no. 341. Thought about killing your enemy? hahaha well of course. 342. Gone skinny dipping? no but my top always comes up at splish splash and place like that...DAMN YOU SHOTGUN FALLS! 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? well i know people that have it. 344. Told a little white lie? who hasn't? 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? most liekly in middle school or something. 346. Stolen anything? gum..haha lots of gum. summer of 2001. 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? a few times. 348. Been on TV? in like 5th grade...when we all painted a wall...oh it wil happen again..i promise. 349. Been on the radio? no but i got a shout out on bli back in the day. 350. Been in a mosh pit? by accident every time. 351. Been to a concert? a bunch. 352. Dated one of your best friends? yep. 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? oh yessss. 354. Deceived somebody close to you? it happens, it's no good. :\ 355. Broken the law? well yeah. 356. Been to a rodeo? haha no. 357. Been on a talk show? no. 358. Been on a game show? no. 359. Been on an airplane? yesss they scare me. 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no sir. 361. Came close to dying? yeah, tonight...thank you for snapping my neck scottttt. 362. Cheated on a bf/gf? noo... 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? scott....haaha. 364. Terrorized a babysitter? never had one. 365. Made a mud pie? so so long ago. greenlawn days. 366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? yeah and then my body does that dropping feeling and i wake up like "AHHH DSJFSLJD WTF WTF" 367. Snuck out of the house at night? hahha like five trillion times. and took out the cars. i was a rebelllll. 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? not ever that drunk. 369. Had an eating disorder? i think i'm still in denial. 370. Felt like you didn't belong? way too much. 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? oh yesssss. 372. Smoked? depends on what. 373. Done drugs? yeah. 374. Been arrested? no. 375. Had your tonsils removed? nope 376. Gone to camp? three village travel camp was the shizzznit. 377. Won a bet? yeah, always. cause i only bet on things i know i'm right about. which is everything. ;) 378. Written a love letter? yeah haha 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yeah like to sayville. haha 380. Written a love poem? any poem i right is usually after a break up. 381. Kissed in the rain? awwwww<33333 382. Slow danced with someone you love? none of my boyfriends ever danced with me...i feel deprived and ick, now i'm angry. 383. Participated in cyber sex? HAHAHHAH no. 384. Faked an orgasm? jdl;fkjsd;jfs 385. Stolen a kiss? fromy my boyfriends. 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? a lot. 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? not that i know of. 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no :\.....god i'm so lame. 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? nope...gas is too expensive..don't speed! just a little. :) 390. Done jail time? LIFE NIGGA. 391. Had to wear a uniform to work? basically...thanks a&f with your damn expensive clothes. 392. Won a trophy? soccer. 393. Thrown up in public? in front of my ex..into his shoe(accident)...it's ok cause he threw up in my hair the week before that. ew. 394. Bowled a perfect game? nope. 395. Failed/got held back? failed math and global. 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? no way....the worst attendance, yes. 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? not myself. 398. Taken ballet lessons? no. 399. Attempted suicide? personal. 400. Cut yourself? personal. ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies? i love barbies. i kind of want to dig them up again. 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? oh man yessss. 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? eh. 404. Did you play Simon? haha yes. 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? i remember not liking it much. 406. Did you wet the bed? no but i did pop a water balloon in it. :[ 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? oh yes. 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? haha yesss. 409. Were you shy? totally. 410. Were you spoiled? no. i wish...that's my dream, to be a spoiled brat. 411. Were you abused? eh uh hmm. 412. Did you go to the circus? yeah..good times. 413. Did you go to the zoo? i love the zoo. 414. Were you in a car accident? yeah. 415. Did you build snowmen? oh yesss. 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yeah. :[ 417. Were your older cousins mean to you? i haven't seen them in 15 years so no. 418. Did you think slinkies were cool? still do. 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? i loved them, and wished they did. 420. Were you afraid of the dark? i was sooooo scared of that show....i would never go in the pool alone cause of that one episode. 421. Did you have slumber parties? oh yes. 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? HAHAHHA I STILL DOOOOOOOO. 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? yeah, my mom did it to me. 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? did till i found out when i was six. ~Randomness~ 425. Do you believe in aliens? i don't wanna. 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: my kitttty, my lamp, my bed. 427: Do you have hidden talents: no. haha 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? i don't really like music videos. 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? dramatic...i can be verrryyy dramatic. or something liek the devil's rejects...that would be fun to play. 430. What would your movie star name be? my name? 431. Do you play any sports? soccer and field hockey. 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? i don't want to think of any or i'll be scared the rest of the night. thank you. now i'm thinking. 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? i don't even know. 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? dunno. 435. Do you drive? i do. 436. What is your dream car? RANGE ROVER. 437. Do you think your good looking? no. veryyyy self concious. 438. Do others think you are good looking? i don't know. 439. Would you ever sky dive? NOOOOOOO. 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? i know him. 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? i don't know. 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? yeah but i love them. 443. Do you believe in God? well there is someone. 444. Do you believe in Satan? probably. 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? it's a nice thought. 446. Do you believe there is a hell? it's a bad thought. 447. Do you own a pooltable? no but that would be awesome. 448. Do you have a pool? yeah. 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? no it's in my room. yes i do have one in my kitchen. 450. Do you like chocolate? i love it. too much. says my fat. 451. Who/what was on your 2003 calendar? it was a school calander. 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? a few. all east coasters. never ventured west. 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? everytime. 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? my bee costumed seemed to be loved. i hated it haha. 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? my gunsssss. 456. What is your weakness? everything. 457. Name something you can't get enough of: sleeep (agreed.) 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: tired, sleepy, drained. haha 459. How many kids do you want to have? ummm two? 460. Future daughters names: no idea. 461. Future sons names: i don't know...it always changes. 462. What is your ideal way to die? not dying. 463. How do you release stress? screaming. 464. Do you consider yourself a trendy person? nope. 465. Are you an artisitic person? nope. 466. Are you a realistic person? yes. too realisitc sometimes. 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? haha no way. 468. Are you a strong person? not at all..i break down a lot. 469. Are you a strong willed person? yeah. 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? uummm i don't know it's always junk mail. 471. Who is the last person to IM you? tom 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes..you never wanted to pass them on to 15+ people cause you knewww you didn't believe it would give you bad luck if you didn't...but you awlays did it anyway just in case...it was annoying. 473. Are you a deep sleeper? oh yesss. 474. Are you a good story teller? i have baddd adhd...so i'm horrible at it...it takes an hour to tell a two minute story...i'm alwaysss side tracked. 475. What do you believe is your best quality? i don't know. 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? i dont know 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles 478. Do you do yoga? i wish. 479. Do you have your own credit card? no debit/credit. i'm in debt. 480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? move and get a range rover. 481. Do you have a check book? yeah....and it screwed me. 482. Do you like your drivers licence? i hate the picture. 483. Do you tan easily? yes. 484. What color is your hair naturally? the color it is now. 485. how many fillings do you have? 0 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 0 487. Worst feeling in the world? being alone (ditto) 488. Best feeling in the world? feeling loved (ditto again) 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? empty. 490. Last thing you downloaded? don't remember. 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?haha yeah i do. 492. What do you think people think of you? never anything good. 493. Are you a likeable person? :\ 494. Do you need therapy? i wouldn't doubt it. 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? used to. 496. What the best way to be proposed to? i'm not supposed to be the one who comes up with that. 497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP? nope Fud-Exs 499. When are you moving? soon i hope.... 500. What's your favorite phrase? "k" Time Finished: 2:46am...thanks i have class tomorrow. haha. 2 | cAHment

[Sep 20th, 2005] i'm pissed off...at a million things. surprised? cAHment

[Sep 14th, 2005] hhmmm so yesturday, i put behind me all my school/work/and other big problems i've been having lately (stressssss) and went to the city with Scott, Kyle, and Big Alex. it was fun. we went on the subway..which scares me cause we were in a town (corona) where most of the shops were not in english. :( oh the sheltered life of st. james. then we went to the museum of natural history! (yay!) i documented our adventure: waiting for big alex to come. cool hatssss. this made me sad. :( poor poor sealy. Scott and Kyle ejoyed the scenery. This is Wolly. He's real smart. His name is Waldo, he's looking to go hang ten with Wolly. nooooo :(! ducks look funny under water. i want this oneee. :[ kyle named each sea lion creature after us...you can't really see mine cause it's teeny. :[ they weren't there...but he named those two after them anyways. boyssss in front of the big whlae...if you can see him, it was dark in there. :(:(!!! uh-ohhhhh. he thought he could get us, but he wasn't good enough. we went on a sweet boat ride. and saw some magic carpet men...weee! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhsdklf'skalflskf'ksd;lf! waiting for the bus. remember that movie "kids"? or perhaps "half baked"? i live there. i'm gonna make this lamp, when i have some money. subwayyy. i thought this sign was funny. it says "does my butt make this room look small?" on our way back to Alex's car we walked right next to a lovely passed out hispanic on the sidewalk...i was going to take a picture, but i had no memory left. i think it would have been the best one...so i tried to draw it...enjoy! cAHment

[Sep 11th, 2005] can someone give me some advice, about anything, i need some. thank you. 4 | cAHment

[Sep 8th, 2005] so i started college about two days ago at dowling, "the personal college" haha. it's interesting. i have the same people in all four classes. but what is really cool about college is that i can talk on my cell phone IN the building IN front of a teacher, and they don't say anything about it. :) it's pretty exciting. the bad part about it though is that i already have two essays due in like two weeks, not even. i also started at abercrombie and fitch recently. it's an expensive job to keep up with unlike pac sun because you can only wear their clothes...their expensive clothes. damn me for only buying hollister all summer. :\ but whatever. so yesturday i went to kyle's and hung out and saw a few kids i haven't seen in ages. it was nice. i aslo saw a bit of donnie darko for the first time and the rabbit scared me so i couldn't really watch it. :F i will never look at bunnies the sam EVER EVER again. THANK YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE DONNIE! but i did get to eat outside today at dowling after class, it was pretty..but alex told me the duckies that hang out in the water are mean. :\ cAHment

ending of summer. [Sep 2nd, 2005] summer is over in like four or five days, i'm pretty sad about it. so these are a few things that happend this summer that made me pretty happy: -Scott moved here. -Prom. -all of Sam's parties. -my graduation/block party. -times at maple park with everyone. -late night half off appetizers at applebees with everyone. -Dillon's/(partly mine i swear)luau actually happening. -Christa's grad party/(i enjoy saying it was an "end of summer bash" too. and my favorite part, applebee's the other day (where we happend to see like eighty other people we knew)with Scott, Kyle, Furey, and their friend Billy, when all of a sudden a what seemed like harmless elderly men broke out into song about ten times. they then proceeded to sing a goodbye song to eachother when they left and handed us some flyers to see them perform. it was free entertainment for the evening. they made my meal that much more enjoyable. 2 | cAHment

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